The problem with Live Journal is that we all think we are so close, but really, we know nothing about each other. Hence, I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don’t know about you.

my dad now has instant messeging.  this is not good.  why? the man is JUST grasping text messeging.......and he will im me and tell me to go to bed. like now he can see me when im online late at night......i feel like this is a way he can just watch me more.....so i have him on 2 names so i can log off one and see if he is still on.   i guess the big thing is my online persona is completly different and im much more laxed, im worried he will im me and ill accidently send him "puts you big cock in my maw"  *shiversI* ok im done
shard

i will miss you.  this time i am leaving and not coming back.  i found a nice place in the midwest i am going to go and live i hope you all have a nice day.  my bus leaves tonight maybe you guys will be better off with out me.  thats how it seems  so you all get your wish.  peace

so as i post this i am running on the basic assumption that while you are on my friends list and have friended me back,  there may be some that did out of "well i friend everybody" and some as "be nice to the retard" so some may be butt hurt and others just wont care.  that being said i want you to take a look at the picture below. it is a picture of my drivers license



now notice how it does not say charlie brown, or trix rabbit, or anything like that.  thats cuz i am not a door mat.  least not anymore.  i am not a second class indvidual and starting now 2/13/09 at 1:38 am arizona mountain time, refuse to be treated like one.    that means yes i am jewish,  however this does not need to be pointed out a million times,  jokes are fine but people need to know where the line is.  i will stop too.  i know most of you think to the contrary.  i am not stupid.  i may not be book smart but dont treat me like i know nothing and completely ignorant to the world around me.  yes in fact despite your attempt i did understand that compeltly rude joke you just made about me.  i am not stupid, dont treat me like that.  most of you i am sure are crying "gotta give respect to get it"  and see i get it, but i am not asking for respect,  i am saying if you like great lets be friends, but if you dont,  dont make assanine comments around me while mascrading of liking me.  again to the whole i am not an idiot deal.  this is at no one in peticular and you can pick and choose what applies and what does not.  things like "ill text you so shard does not know"  is not cool or funny,  if im not invited tell me, im a big boy, this is not pre school.  i am saying these things because i am making some honest efforts to change.  however people automatically assuming i am the same old shard, who, quite honestly is a jack ass,  does not help.  not in the slightest.  i want people to realize i am not a punching bag and i do have feeling just like the rest of you (shocking right?)  i understand i am not popufur or what the fuck ever, but i just want friends and to be like.  i have burned a lot of bridges i know and understand people can still smell the sulfer and lighter fluid,  but to the people who are invested in my future, even if its just they would not mind seeing me be better then i am or was, please.....stop.   starting now i stand up for myself.  i am not going to be weak.  i am a strong succesfull person and i plan to show everyone what i can do.  thank you
shard

ps.  to those not in az yes it expires in 2053  no i have no idea why

is it so much to ask the be called prior to me walking out the fucking door. so far one person i thought was my friend did this and both my parents do this. and then im the bad guy cuz i am made cuz i get hurt, how is the fucking fair,  you know when you make plans with someone you tend to turn down other plans with people and so when you are called last minute to be told "its not gonna work out today"  that leaves you at a "well damn now what"   so all you who think i am a whiney bitch fuck off, when i make plansi would hope they would be followed through but i guess that i am not that important to even my parents,  fuck my dad wont even tell me why the cancelled.  only good things that happend were pokeypony  and greysonfox and i going to the movies and haning out and this picture that was drawn for me, best birthday gift ever

that is all

so i turned 21 like 45 min ago (yay me)  so i know frys is open till one (its 1245 here)  so i decide i am gonna get carded for my first time. i go there and pick out a pina colada thing that looks good and is single serving i go up there and the only card he askes me for is my value card.  i was like omg i did not even get carded ><.  so i went to qt  in order to get carded and got a mike cranberry and yes i did get carded so the story has a happy ending but it was just kinda like OMG MY FIRST ALCHOLIC DRINK AND I DID NOT GET CARDED ):  anyway yeah im 21 today how cool is that ^^

thanks all for voting on my last two polls, i just recived confrimation that we are no longer going to use those stupid scripts.  i hope you all have a great day and again thanks for voting^^

“Fantastic and again welcome to our

family! We want you to know that no

one values your business like AT&T

U-verse. Again, my name is (________)

and thanks for calling AT&T U-verse

Member Care (Tier1 or Tier2) Support,

2008 JD Powers & Associates customer

satisfaction award winner. I hope you

have a wonderful day!”

Poll #1331985 and our closinf
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ok so here is our closing do you want a call to end like this?

Thank you for calling U-verse Member Care (Tier1 or Tier2) Support, where being a member makes you part of the AT&T family. My name is [first name], may I please have the name and number associated with your account in order provide with the kind of service our most valued members deserve?"


Poll #1331814 i need real peoples opinions on this
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Do you want to hear this when you call a Tech Support Company?

i must say this is the most motivating thing i have ever seen
to all my friends may 2009 be a great year

well its 830 pm Arizona time, and i have been here for 14 hours (got here at 630 am) i guess should thank 
silverfangzero  aiden_raccoon  firepup and angharan  for thier yes votes yesterday lol.  well i bet you when i get this weeks paycheck next week i will be willing to do anything since it will be so much lol.  *hugs and kisses you all* hehe still dont change that fact i am utterly exhausted and i did 16 hours on 3 hours of sleep.  but irts 845 so i am almost done

Poll #1321907 Should i Take overtime this week?
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Should i take overtime this week?

so yes no? should i take over time? i need some guidence lol

well a cetain kangaroo has proven to me that no good deed goes un punished.   and i am sure i will just be the bad guy who did all these "horrible" things to him.  but what ever fuck you all i am out.  no more fandom for me  this is a bunch of bullshit.